Being an unknowing idiot of society and all things natural, I sometimes miss the boat. Tomorrow Matthew and I leave on an important trip that will help define not only our relationship/friendship/role-in-life, but possibly our futures. I am not easily spooked or intimidated, but for the first time in my life, a door lies before me that opens into something that I am not completely in control of. This isn't band, it isn't technology for the (haha) Hope Public Schools, not a playing gig, its something that I could possibly have no control over. So yes, all that to say, I'm a little nervous. Nervous in a good way. I mean, come on, if you know me, you know I have a safety net and an exit strategy. YES, those are in place. I just don't want to have to use them. Heck, I didn't really even want to create them, but that little voice in the back of my head made me do it. Oh yeah, and negative Nellie (I won't name any names)...
So anyway, I thought I would get that off of my chest and let you people (all 12 readers) roll that around in your mouth a bit. If you think about it any, think good thoughts on Monday!!!!
manteca
